Last Teen Year ☹

One of my biggest fears in life is growing old and dying -- and even though that is a thought which should be far fetched at this point I have always felt like I'll be dying at a young age. :( Haha! Have I also mentioned I'm a drama queen?! Anyway. I turn 19, this April 19 which is making me very sad. First, because I'll be growing older and this will be my last teen year. Second, because I have had 18 bummer birthdays, and having another sucky one will just make me feel bad on top of growing old. :( Haha. It's like the universe's way of getting back at me for all the blessings I receive -- and the worst part is it extracts revenge on me on mupposedly my most special day of the year. Haha! But still God is good because He really does make it up to me for the rest of the year. :) I don't really receive gifts on my birthday either since... I don't mean to fish but, I really don't think anyone gives a rat's ass about my day. HAHA! Except Ciaeli of course and my mom and dad. :) But that won't stop me from posting my wishlist!! So here it goes..

I must admit I'm an Apple girl, every gadget I have is an Apple product from my laptop, to my tablet down to my phone -- but I also have to admit I miss having keypads, and this is why I need a Blackberry :( I'd settle for the Bold 9780 or for the 9800 Torch! :)

I'm also a Nikon fan, both my DSLR and my digital camera are Nikon, and for the record, the quality of the photos are AMAZING. Even the digital cam's photo quality is like my DSLR! Nikon recently came out with the 1 J1 in cute colors, and I've been lusting over this pink 1 J1! But they weren't in stock in stores when I was in the States over Christmas break, and ordering them would take too long :( So I'm hoping I'll be able to get it on my birthday! *ehem mom and dad* ;) 

These bags have been on the top of my list for a long time now, and I don't expect to get them on my birthday or anytime soon for that matter, but I'm really working hard and trying to save up so that one day I can call these mine! :) They're really basic shapes and colors (except for the McQueen and Kate Spade) which is very me, I stick to basics but they're always statement pieces too. :)

I'm on Instagram a lot and there's a rage going on called #armcandy. I totally fell in love with it and have been trying to copy the trend! Sadly though, we don't have much cute arm accessories here in MNL even our Forever 21 branches here carry the worst accessories, which is making it so hard for me to keep up. :( But I'm hoping there are alternatives out there!! :)

I AM A WATCHAHOLIC. I get watchgasms whenever I see a really sexy watch like what I've posted above. My target out of all those is the Michael Kors chrono!! I really wanted to get one while I was in LA, but kept postponing it cause I was gonna settle for the Guess by Marciano dupe of the MK watch :( That was a really bad move. I'm hoping my parents order this for me :(

I know that the Jordans are a bit out of place, but out of all the shoes posted here, the Air Jordan 3 Cement's are on top of my shoe wishlist! Haha. That's my inner street style talking, I picked up on the trend cause of Lia Barnachea (WHO IS MY FASHION QUEEN) :) Now I've been dreaming of these babies on a regular basis! :( As for the other shoes, wedges are really comfy, and they're the only kind of heels I can walk in the whole day (except for my dupe JCs of course) :) Also, these new loafer styles are totally adorable! I really want one in Maroon, any suggestions where I can find these? :)

There's been so much rave on Youtube about these Maybelline 24 Hr. Color Tattoo eyeshadows! I know there aren't any here in MNL but I'm hoping an online store is selling these :( I really want them!

(As for the rest, these are make up MUST HAVES that I really need in my life. :( Haha. I already have an extensive collection, but these are the ones missing and I think would make my collection even better)

Viva Glam Nicki

Mac Myth

Mac Intimidate

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